Thats it I give up

I've spent the last few months (maybe longer) stressing about where life is going - if it is in fact going anywhere or whatever

Well for now the big things in life (a job i actually enjoy, finding someone, all the rest) can wait I need some time to relax and lose weight and just get my head together

If the good stuff happens along then I'll grab on and not let go but for now .... well we'll see

J