There is a barrier in this weight loss thing it involves (inmy case at least) pain

My torso hurts, around my belt line hurts, I feel tired and not headachey exactly but a kind of 'detatchment' it's worse at work and I'm gonna have my soup and wholemeal inna mo

It's times like this when I wonder why I keep doing this it happended when I started a year ago and I went though it again after christmas (XMASSSSSSS *shakes fist*) and I'm going through it again now

The thing is

I remember a time when I used to wear a t shirt Suit jacket and Jeans and pull it off well

I remember  a time when I didn't feel self conscious going out

And I remember a time when I felt really good about myself all the time

And regardless what my 'dark side' says I've never stopped believing that I can regain some of what I've lost

So screw him

(and although it's a little more tired than usual)

Onward :)

BTW they called my glasses are ready - will pick up tomorrow

J