OI !

I know you're there

deactivating your Facebook account seems wierd as it's apparently your only form of contact with people
but if thats what you want hey what can I do about that?

did you write the letters I told you to write to get past your data protection problems between your doctor and gedling homes .... I'm guessing not

was puzzled  a while ago when we 'chatted' on here when you were being 'anonymous' but hey whatever floats your boat

talked to mum a while ago about you signing her and dad in as people that can conduct your affairs for you but if she talked to you about it I bet you haven't done anything about that either

you said a while ago on FB that 'people' were unable or unwilling to help you but from what I can see you are the one that isn't doing what you need to do to get out of this situation you have put yourself in

are you doing that .. not from what I can see

it begins with you

if you do it fantastic

if you don't even try then you never wanted it in the first place

that simple

J

Time for Change

Been talking about it for months
time for change
the order has been made and I'm about to step out of my comfort zone

jinkies

Here's a thought

for reasons that are perfectly understandable Rob has had to step down as Tuesday Ref for a couple of months or so

so after some thought I volunteered to ref Pathfinder again

I feel quite cheered by this

past experiences aside I think I am much happier reffing than not

of course some players will die if they cross me

What?

oh sorry apparently the voice in my head said that should have read some characters will die

but the voice isn't always right..... BWAH HA HA HA

anyhoo

only using Core Rules, Advanced Players, Advanced Races and Ultimate Magic for generation (at this time)

looking forward to this

J

I can't live this way anymore
I refuse to live this way anymore
It's way past time I changed things

right then

even my blind optimism can't ignore the fact that my previous attempts to improve the aspects of my lfe that I need to (weight health etc) have failed

but not being one to give up

here I go again

diet and walking to work to start with then as weight come off walking more and then at some point of my choosing Gym

but thats not all

first weekend in June (Rob and family off in Burton on Trent end of May) games room gets decorated

end of June Hall and bedroom

end of July Bathroom and Kitchen

End of August Living Room (The Big Job)

then either last quarter this year or first quarter next year carpet tiles throughout

I'm hoping to get stuff done earlier so this is a max deadline kinda thing

as for gaming

big Cthulhu project as well as DND 5e (we still haven't played it yet) under construction

following on with more writing but the stories will be in the campaigns I'm working on so I don't 'drift off' on a tangent

and I've just ordered a Laptop so I can store 'games stuff' PDf's characters and campign work as well as board games stuff

also apparently the thing can run WOW on medium so backup computer in case the desktop goes west

it's not massively powerful or expensive and will do the job

it's a plan and I really am goping to try and stick to it

ONWARD!!!!

"This far no further........"

2 months ago i made a decision to not go ahead with Magic the Gathering because I felt it was too expensive and because of that I couldn't afford to do some other things that I want to do

recently that has changed - recent refinancing and some positive wage based stuff means that I am more comfortable than I was and in august I will be better still

So I think I can do want I want to

New Magic set (new start) in June - they are reformatting the game and starting with a more story based format

while that is going on I wil actually be redecorating the flat

starting the end of May (some stuff I want to do during May)

Games Room (May)
Little Bedroom/Hall (June)
Kitchen/Bathroom (July)
Living Room (August)

Decorating through first
then curtains and any new furniture
then flooring

target for completion - by Christmas

going to be busy :)

Right then

Spent 2 days thinking about this

had no inclination to write/ref for months now
recently any small inclination that was regrowing was stamped out

but WOTC are releasing what amounts to the 5e edition of The Temple of Elemental Evil (along with the MMO expansions for Neverwinter and DDO and a bordgame)

so that got me back to classic DND modules/adventures and the fact that I happen to think they were inspired and in an age where RPG materials are basically churned out at riduculous rates I think I can use some of that material and perhaps rekindle my interest

So I have the AD+D, 3rd ed and going to get the 5e edition version as soon as possible

Thats where it starts - there are a lot of other early material that I think would be fun - so it's going to get done over the rest of my break .... after I dig the modules out of the closet

I want to run more Cthulhu as well

anything else will go on a back burner for now


In other news I hope to get an Xbox1 or a PS4 before the end of the year

having some definative goals makes me happier

and now for dinner :)