Well first post then

Sort of a process going on here

Last year I became ill and had to go into hospital for a procedure, soon after that I came down with an infection and was on meds for a bout a week (still taking some)

Now for years I've been having problems with my sinuses trouble breathing,  feelings of pressure and almost being smothered sometimes, I didn't think that the bad withdrawn moods I've been having for years could've been connected but since I finished the antibiotics I was on things have opened up

I can breathe again everything seems better and I feel like there is a point to everything (which sometimes before I couldn't see)

I think I've annoyed some of my friends and am going to try and put that right, at the same time I'm going to get back to what I was a gaming, music fan who was just better to be around than I have been these last few years

Got some ideas about that and I'm doing things about that now

well there you go