Day 1

First day of the new approach

Something I ate yesterday seriously didn't agree with me (been an interesting day at work) but I pretty much guarantee I lost weight

walked into work

every apple I tried to eat today was rotten (all 3 of them thank you tescos)

came home and put water and dinner on straight away

did three of the 4 things on my list of things to do (mostly win)

very tired but pleased

same tomorrow and every day

J

Today is the line in the sand

I'm tired at failing to change my life for the better, things that I feel will make me happier like my weight/fitness the state of the flat, the pressure that shoddy organisation of my time puts on myself with regards to the game and such and the list goes on

So today a line in the sand is drawn"this far and no further!!!!!"

sorry channeling picard a bit

so after I get home from work  the TV does not go on and FB only gets checked briefly for word on status of games and such and will have a lit of things to do before I get to watch anythig or play anything

This week is a trial we'll see how it goes

Also today is the first day I'm walking into work since going back, walk in bus back for a while then walk in walk out

So if I don't appear on FB as much for the next few days don't panic

later peeps

J

I have things I want to achieve

I never achieve them as I get distracted

(plus 2 major health scares in the last 18 months hasn't helped)

So I need discipline and structure - a little every day and cut down on the distractions

got some vague ideas what to do - I'll think them through today and if I get them straight in my head then will start tomorrow

Change is coming

(I know I've said stuff like this before but you have to give me credit - I never give up)

:)

J

I know you're there

a little update as you seem to be reading my various posts a little wrong

My leg is healing and that will take months

They guys were rolling dice apparently while I was ill as a joke cause they were talking about what would happen if I died and my stuff was left lying around

If you want to 'talk' leave a messsage on here

And if you're worried about me contact me

J

They rolled dice for my belogings

J

Next Step

The leg is better (more or less) one last bandage and a final nurses appointment on monday and just waiting for the 'Scarring' to fade

Another bullet dodged

Got some shifting done today the closet is shaping up and no 'back bending' was done

Strange yesterday after the docs I came back had some lunch and flaked out on the sofa for an hour, got up and my legs have been hurting ever since top of the calves almost like when you've been for an extremely long walk (which I've not) but I don't  think thats important

weight has been gained but as I'm going back to work on Monday and getting back to the old routine things should start again

Pathfinder campaign is ongoing and sometimes difficult to write for but I'm still enjoying it enough to keep going

Next game is going to be Cthulhu

Then a Forgotten Realms Campaign

Need a break from running fantasy, really do - but thats for the future

New Tap refit pics on FB look good and I 'm throwing caution to the wind and being optomistic and saying the Tap n Tumbler is coming back next week :)

Got some other stuff going on in my head but sme things I think should be kept secret until I'm sure I can pull them off

generally things are on the up

J